That's it's up to me. No one is going to make things work for me, no one is going to step in and save the situation. I have a kid relying on me, so it's on my shoulders. I can't let her down. And so I just don't.
This is a difficult question, because I honestly cannot remember the last time the feeling of "trouble" didn't exist in my life in a major way except for two weeks in 2006. So to me, that feeling is just like every other damned day. And I don't really hang on to anything except that it's the same as every other damned day.
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Date: 2008-05-21 07:44 am (UTC)(no subject)
Date: 2008-05-21 08:07 am (UTC)(no subject)
Date: 2008-05-21 09:07 am (UTC)Of course, I also rely on the "angels" I believe He put in my life, like my hubby, family and close friends.
...and if I have to moan about it, I come running to LJ!! hehe
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Date: 2008-05-21 09:18 am (UTC)(no subject)
Date: 2008-05-21 09:24 am (UTC)I hold myself up, in times up trouble.
And a pretty ok guy just some of the time. Don"t sell yourself short!
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Date: 2008-05-21 10:21 am (UTC)(no subject)
Date: 2008-05-21 10:36 am (UTC)(I'm not actually even being that sarcastic).
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Date: 2008-05-21 10:43 am (UTC)(no subject)
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Date: 2008-05-21 01:13 pm (UTC)(no subject)
Date: 2008-05-21 02:33 pm (UTC)Ya, what YOU said.
Moonlight.
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Date: 2008-05-21 03:09 pm (UTC)(no subject)
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Date: 2008-05-21 03:32 pm (UTC)(no subject)
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Date: 2008-05-21 04:50 pm (UTC)If it's only slight, then i don't do anything 'cause it'll blow over anyway.
If it's a lot of trouble, then i have to hold on tight to my sanity. Otherwise i completely flip out. o_0
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Date: 2008-05-21 06:48 pm (UTC)(no subject)
Date: 2008-05-21 06:51 pm (UTC)And the fact that life eventually moves onwards.
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Date: 2008-05-21 08:39 pm (UTC)(no subject)
Date: 2008-05-21 09:56 pm (UTC)(no subject)
Date: 2008-05-22 12:38 am (UTC)Alternately that I have my family and good friends for support - you can't beat an entire support system, no matter how bad things get.
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Date: 2008-05-22 12:56 am (UTC)(no subject)
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Date: 2008-05-22 12:21 pm (UTC)xxx
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Date: 2008-05-22 09:36 pm (UTC)(no subject)
Date: 2008-07-14 02:36 am (UTC)Sorry I'm in a funny mood.
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Date: 2008-07-14 04:16 pm (UTC)