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Actually...

Date: 2007-12-05 12:49 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] bronxelf-ag001.livejournal.com
That I am not getting better.
That I am afraid to post things in my own lj for fear of reprisals.
That when I do a risk assessment, I come out losing every single time.
That I need more sausages. (this is the only thing in this list that's easy to fix.)
That I am trying to decide if taking medication and losing yet another day is better than living with the noise inside my head right now.

Re: Actually...

Date: 2007-12-05 03:38 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] ayoub.livejournal.com
That's a lot to think about...

I would hope that people who read your LJ would be more understanding, so that you don't have to fear reprisals...

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Date: 2007-12-05 01:08 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] dishapeaches.livejournal.com
About a certain bitch that's possibly trying to cause a drama in my LJ between me and my bf. Grr.

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Date: 2007-12-05 03:38 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] ayoub.livejournal.com
Bitches who do that need a good ass whuppin'!

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Date: 2007-12-05 01:08 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] sorah.livejournal.com
How people are not culturally sensitive to other cultures.

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Date: 2007-12-05 02:28 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] mighty-rontor.livejournal.com
I'm curious. Does that worry you?

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Date: 2007-12-05 01:09 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] kingdavey.livejournal.com
Trying to think of what the hell I can do with myself all day

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Date: 2007-12-05 03:39 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] ayoub.livejournal.com
Heh... I think that every day!

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Date: 2007-12-05 01:16 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] alainn-mactire.livejournal.com
That I'm going to have to march Dave to Homebase for a tree/decorations, because he hates Christmas so much that if I don't, nothing will get bought. Ever.

Also making a mental shopping list for food and willing the whole local high school population to come down with laryngitis. (They're loud).

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On what level?

Date: 2007-12-05 01:31 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] cmerun12.livejournal.com
Work: What does the supervisor want to bitch about now? And why at 7:30 in the frakkin morning. I've got research to do for Health Literacy month, and really need to get going on it.

Home: I really need to get my sewing room set up. And finish promised projects. And not promise more. And go to the guild meeting tomorrow night. And heading over to Wolfy's to butcher venison this weekend. And... (the list goes on)

Love: The Hubby made it safely to work.

Random bits: Wild honeysuckle lotioin's not so bad, but this morning it seems to be stronger than usual. Sean Bean may or may not be getting married again. David Tennant is an amazingly physical actor. I missed the season closer for Torchwood - damnit. I have mail to send/ship out. And... (the list goes on)

Re: On what level?

Date: 2007-12-05 03:41 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] ayoub.livejournal.com
:D

Mostly good thoughts!

Except for the bloody supervisor!

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Date: 2007-12-05 01:39 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] jovi-diva.livejournal.com
Why did my daughter leave THREE lights on downstairs AND the TV? Now I have to go down there and turn everything off and my knee hurts...WAH!

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Date: 2007-12-05 03:41 pm (UTC)

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Date: 2007-12-05 01:48 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] chiropteraclan.livejournal.com
curling up in a ball and disappearing.

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Date: 2007-12-05 03:42 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] ayoub.livejournal.com
*tight hugs*

No disappearing!

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Date: 2007-12-05 01:51 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] ccupguy.livejournal.com
I was reading your question.
ccup

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Date: 2007-12-05 03:42 pm (UTC)

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Date: 2007-12-05 01:55 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] amante-donne.livejournal.com
leaving LJ for pastures new, i just posted about it in my LJ

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Date: 2007-12-05 03:42 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] ayoub.livejournal.com
I hope I wasn't too hard on you with my comment!

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Date: 2007-12-05 01:58 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] dolorinterno.livejournal.com
that im cold. i have to pee. i don't want to give a presentation today. i just want to stay in bed. i have a lot of thoughts.. it seems!

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Date: 2007-12-05 02:29 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] mighty-rontor.livejournal.com
Damn, now I have to pee!

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Date: 2007-12-05 02:02 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] kdawg.livejournal.com
How I can't wait til it's the weekend! lmao

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Date: 2007-12-05 03:43 pm (UTC)

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Date: 2007-12-05 02:25 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] mighty-rontor.livejournal.com
"This is some bullshit snow. Everyone in Baltimore who's worried about it is an asshole." Mind you, I'm not feeling malice, I'm just blowing off any importance to this snow flurry. What you have to understand is that this place shuts down for 1/2" of snow. You'd have thought effing Godzilla was attacking.


You asked.

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Date: 2007-12-05 03:44 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] ayoub.livejournal.com
:D

This place shuts down for 1/2" of snow too!

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Date: 2007-12-05 02:37 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] missyvondeire.livejournal.com
How to prove my brother didn't do what they are charging him with. How come I am the only one trying to figure out a way to do so. Hoping like hell that it has been posponed so that I can search for a laywer that actually cares enough to research things. How am I going to afford a laywer and my wedding at the same time.

Hoping my car will hold up until I have the money to fix it. Wondering when the hell I will have the money to fix it.

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Date: 2007-12-05 03:06 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] spacedlaw.livejournal.com
How medieval that the Italian company I am working with on this project is closed on the 5th December because it is Santa Barbara' day (She's the patron saint for makers of gunpowder, ammunitions, fireworks - and rocket motors too apparently)!

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Date: 2007-12-05 03:44 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] ayoub.livejournal.com
:D

A good day to celebrate!

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Date: 2007-12-05 03:52 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] delphaicdragon.livejournal.com
How much I really want to chop my head off because sinus migraines are horrible.

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Date: 2007-12-05 04:00 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] ayoub.livejournal.com
Don't do it!

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Date: 2007-12-05 03:54 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] uawildcatgrl.livejournal.com
That my yogurt tasted funny this morning...

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Date: 2007-12-05 04:00 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] ayoub.livejournal.com
Not a good way to start your day!

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Date: 2007-12-05 03:59 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] chanphenglew.livejournal.com
I'm listening to an audiobook, "A Fine Balance" by Rohinton Mistry and really enjoying it. I'm thinking it's been a long time since I've been to India and I've never been to Mumbai.

Sigh. It's a big world.

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Date: 2007-12-05 04:01 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] ayoub.livejournal.com
Mumbai is an amazing assault on the senses... :D

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Date: 2007-12-05 06:00 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] stalkings.livejournal.com
I'm thinking that the grilled cheese sandwhich I just ate was scrumdiddlyumptious!!! MMMMMMMMM

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Date: 2007-12-05 07:28 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] ayoub.livejournal.com
Niiiice!

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Date: 2007-12-05 07:28 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] ayoub.livejournal.com
*hugs*

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Date: 2007-12-05 06:18 pm (UTC)
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From: [personal profile] meredevachon
I'm not awake enough yet for thoughts.

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Date: 2007-12-05 07:29 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] ayoub.livejournal.com
Then there should only be one thought... Coffee!

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Date: 2007-12-05 06:59 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] nowsheshines.livejournal.com
How exhausted I am being let down by people. Wishing I could have real friends again. & how I want just hole myself in my bedroom & never come out.

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Date: 2007-12-05 07:29 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] ayoub.livejournal.com
But y'see... Then I'd miss ya!

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Date: 2007-12-06 03:08 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] suburbiadaze.livejournal.com
lobsters cutting off their noses

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Date: 2007-12-06 01:23 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] ayoub.livejournal.com
I'm wondering why....

LOL!

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Date: 2007-12-06 07:28 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] katamphigorical.livejournal.com
· Folding a piece of paper in half more than seven times without cheating.
· Alien life.
· Insomnia.
· Wondering if i'll get my stage play written and finished without giving up on it. (It'll only be about a 5-10 minute monologue. And it's holiday themed.)
· Blouses that fit me most excellently.
· The christmas card i probably won't be sending to my boyfriend.

I think i'm falling irresolutely back into old habits. Except they'll be older, wiser, more mature habits. Habits that are capable of exhibiting right behaviour, even if the situation doesn't call for it.

I want to revel in this "high" i've been feeling all day for the rest of my life, but i can already feel it slipping away.

I often wish i had real friends rather than sometimes friends or acquaintances or bed-buddies. It would be nice to have someone to confide in besides whoever reads my journal entries. Even then, my readers only know what i post...

I sometimes wish i could just marry a rich man and make my problems disappear that way, but i think i'm too ugly fat to be a trophy wife.


That's just a portion of what's on my mind right now.

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Date: 2007-12-06 01:23 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] ayoub.livejournal.com
You have a fantastic mind!

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Date: 2007-12-07 01:59 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] brenda-in-sepia.livejournal.com
I should be doing my reading for RCIA and Damn, it cold.
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