I fear I inherited a rather puritan work ethic from my father. I have a very hard time not working....I feel guilty when I relax or play, especially if I have not completed all my work first. I know that this is not healthy. It's deeply embedded in me, and something I continually struggle with.
Ja. I've gotten all A's in grad school because of this. And I keep my family fed. But the past 3.5 years of my life have not had a lot of fun in the mix. It's been mostly work.
It's not how I want to live the rest of my life. I'm not as bad as I've been in the past, but this still needs to change some more.
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Date: 2008-03-11 01:11 pm (UTC)(no subject)
Date: 2008-03-11 10:34 pm (UTC)(no subject)
Date: 2008-03-11 11:00 pm (UTC)It's not how I want to live the rest of my life. I'm not as bad as I've been in the past, but this still needs to change some more.