life experience, all the self-reflection i've done, education over the years, people i've met, etc. and in turn what i've learned and questioned from what i listed.
The What ... I needed to find something that works to keep me alive, flourishing and giving, practical and very human. I was painted into a corner by the disease of addiction. I could not fathom the tone of the faith I grew up with. I was miserable and likely to die. I am free today, because I simplified, along with people who are doing the same in their various ways. As practical as it all is, there is a tremendous Mystery. : )
haha...um...well when I tell most people they tend to think I'm nuts...
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I think I've always believed in God on some level...we've been church going folk since we were littles...but it wasn't until I was in a very dark time and God actually physically touched me and pulled me from the gates of Hell that my faith was locked in...and since then I've not doubted for a second.
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Date: 2008-07-18 12:06 pm (UTC)WTF? I only wanted straight answers about the origins of things. All they gave a damn about were the surface answers.
Come to think on it... that explains a lot, actually...
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Date: 2008-07-18 12:32 pm (UTC)My senior AP physics teacher wrote to me at the end of the year, "Never stop asking why." Now that explains a lot for me.
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Date: 2008-07-19 08:51 am (UTC)But that's a good thing :D
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Date: 2008-07-19 08:53 am (UTC)Questions... They definitely help :D
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Date: 2008-07-18 05:22 pm (UTC)That's where I got this: http://popfiend.livejournal.com/1205434.html
The rest comes from listening to the people around me and life experiences and the deep thinking in the quiet times.
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Date: 2008-07-18 07:11 pm (UTC)I needed to find something that works to keep me alive, flourishing and giving, practical and very human. I was painted into a corner by the disease of addiction. I could not fathom the tone of the faith I grew up with. I was miserable and likely to die. I am free today, because I simplified, along with people who are doing the same in their various ways. As practical as it all is, there is a tremendous Mystery. : )
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Date: 2008-07-19 08:55 am (UTC)Fly free... :D
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Date: 2008-07-18 08:23 pm (UTC)anywho
I think I've always believed in God on some level...we've been church going folk since we were littles...but it wasn't until I was in a very dark time and God actually physically touched me and pulled me from the gates of Hell that my faith was locked in...and since then I've not doubted for a second.
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Date: 2008-07-19 08:56 am (UTC)You're a living, breathing, miracle... :D
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Date: 2008-07-19 08:38 pm (UTC)Learning of my heritage.
Knowing my history.
Feeling the power I have been granted through both.
Loving when I knew I would be forgiven if I hated.
L.
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