just like i know my strengths, i know my challenges. here are a few in answer to your question --being my own worst enemy --my lack of interest and enjoyment in working out --road rage
maybe.... i just don't like swearing.. it sounds ridiculous coming from me. but it's the reaction i have when i'm cut off or someone does something stupid.
I'd love to stop biting the skin around my nails. It's so juvenile and ugly. I did stop for awhile...but after a month or so went back into it. :( Now it's full force again. *sigh*
I'd love to stop caring what other people think of my body. I don't give a rat's ass what they think of my mind, personality etc...but when it comes to my body I care too damn much. I want to have a "fuck you if you don't like it" attitude about it. *sigh*
Being my own worst enemy. My love/hate relationship with working out. Not being able to fully let go. As in, I never put all of me out there in relationships/ friendships.
I need to stop procrastinating. I am the biggest put it off until tomorrow person. I also need to stop worrying about what other people think of me, if they dont like me to bad! I am a good person and if someone thinks otherwise that is their problem. (Now, I just need to believe that.. lol)
As someone else said, focusing too much on details.
Dropping my habit of playing terrible golf despite much practice would be great too, esp as the department tourney is coming up (and so far, no assignments in the way to cock up my participating yay)!
I wish I could lose my .. "Itchiness", I don't quite know the word to describe it.
I often start something and never finish it, I'm very wishy washy like that :( It's why I start so many hobbies, sure I know how to do certain things, but I never excel at any of them. Peh. Hard to explain.
I'd say being judgmental, but I've already made HUGE strides against that this past weekend, as you've seen in my journal. I've been making strides against it for years, to be honest, and I'm constantly improving.
I would like to have a thicker skin, but I have a niggling suspicion that being less judgmental against myself will have a strong impact on this in the days and weeks ahead.
There is nothing I cannot accomplish once I have focused my Will and Desire upon it. It just sometimes takes longer than I would like, but the rewards can be longer, too.
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Date: 2008-07-30 11:07 am (UTC)I push myself way to hard and beat myself up when something doesn't go well.
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Date: 2008-07-30 11:12 am (UTC)*hugs you*
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Date: 2008-07-30 11:26 am (UTC)--being my own worst enemy
--my lack of interest and enjoyment in working out
--road rage
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Date: 2008-07-30 11:39 am (UTC)I'd love to stop biting the skin around my nails. It's so juvenile and ugly. I did stop for awhile...but after a month or so went back into it. :( Now it's full force again. *sigh*
I'd love to stop caring what other people think of my body. I don't give a rat's ass what they think of my mind, personality etc...but when it comes to my body I care too damn much. I want to have a "fuck you if you don't like it" attitude about it. *sigh*
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Date: 2008-07-30 12:33 pm (UTC)Also, I bite my cuticles and I hate it.
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Date: 2008-07-30 12:38 pm (UTC)My love/hate relationship with working out.
Not being able to fully let go. As in, I never put all of me out there in relationships/ friendships.
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Date: 2008-07-30 01:59 pm (UTC)Dropping my habit of playing terrible golf despite much practice would be great too, esp as the department tourney is coming up (and so far, no assignments in the way to cock up my participating yay)!
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Date: 2008-07-30 02:41 pm (UTC)I often start something and never finish it, I'm very wishy washy like that :( It's why I start so many hobbies, sure I know how to do certain things, but I never excel at any of them. Peh. Hard to explain.
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Date: 2008-07-30 04:27 pm (UTC)I would like to have a thicker skin, but I have a niggling suspicion that being less judgmental against myself will have a strong impact on this in the days and weeks ahead.
There is nothing I cannot accomplish once I have focused my Will and Desire upon it. It just sometimes takes longer than I would like, but the rewards can be longer, too.
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Date: 2008-07-30 05:56 pm (UTC)i mean, look... i saw this early this morning and only now got around to replying to it.
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Date: 2008-07-30 09:15 pm (UTC)less self judgmental....
hugs xx
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