Question of the Day

[ayoub]

What is the question you ask yourself most often?

My answer:

Am I worthy? I don't ask it in a pessimistic way though, I try to look at my actions, and the people I connect with, and wonder whether I am truly worthy of the caring and attention I receive, or whether my actions have reduced my self worth. If I feel I am not, or I have been reduced, then my next question is always; How can I be worthy?

Comments

Two for the price of one!

[kalquessa.livejournal.com]

"Why do I keep doing things that make me hate myself later?"

and

"I wonder what would happen if I just didn't get out of bed this morning. Maybe I should find out."

Re: Two for the price of one!

[ayoub.livejournal.com]

First one, Why would you hate yourself?

2nd, You'd sleeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeep

Re: Two for the price of one!

[kalquessa.livejournal.com]

Mostly I hate myself because I do things (or more often leave things undone) that I shouldn't, even though I know better. These are always dumb, mundane things that really should be a problem. For instance, five times out of ten, I go to bed way later than I should, even though I know that I will be sleepy and hate myself in the morning. I know that I am a low-energy person and need a consistent eight hours of sleep per night to function at capacity...but do I behave myself and go to bed on time? No! Thus the hate.

Re: Two for the price of one!

[ayoub.livejournal.com]

That's only a little hate... so it's ok :D