on the deep level, i fear never feeling secure. i value security deeply, and if i didn't know i had that, i'd be screwed up. on an everyday level, dogs. unnecessarily loud, noisy and drooly things, i can't bear being around them because i'm always waiting on them to bark or go for me.
I fear my inaction, never taking the step I must to have the life I know I can have, want to have and deserve to have.
Within this fear lays a challenge which then ensures I WILL take this step. As a child I learned if you take your fear and face it, there is a huge reward for this - no more fear. I have lived this way all my life. Some fears take longer to face, but I face them all eventually, even the irrational ones. *hopeful smile*
I am literally afraid of the dark. I MUST sleep with some sort of light on. When there is complete darkness I almost hyperventilate. I have been known to drop to the ground and lay in a fetal postition until someone turns on a light. I know.. I am weird.
Hmm.. I have a lot of fears, really. I am not ashamed to admit it. I just happen to over come them, or at least try.
I think I would have to say that my biggest fear is not being there. Not being able to fix something that needs to be fixed. Or save someone or something that needs to be saved. Growing up as I did, Always taking care of my handicapped Brother, I always feel that if I am not there when something happens, I failed in some way.
Watching "The Grudge," "White Noise," "The Excorcist III" or any movie where ghosts or bad-stuff is filmed in reverse walking backwards, so that when the film is run forwards, the subject looks like they're walking forward weirdly. That really messes with me! CREEEEEEEEEEEEEEEPY! EW!
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Date: 2006-04-11 08:58 am (UTC)on an everyday level, dogs. unnecessarily loud, noisy and drooly things, i can't bear being around them because i'm always waiting on them to bark or go for me.
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Date: 2006-04-11 09:04 am (UTC)(no subject)
Date: 2006-04-11 09:46 am (UTC)Within this fear lays a challenge which then ensures I WILL take this step. As a child I learned if you take your fear and face it, there is a huge reward for this - no more fear. I have lived this way all my life. Some fears take longer to face, but I face them all eventually, even the irrational ones. *hopeful smile*
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Date: 2006-04-11 09:56 am (UTC)I wonder why that is?
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Date: 2006-04-11 12:17 pm (UTC)Fish.... shivers*
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Date: 2006-04-11 12:23 pm (UTC)getting a flat tire while doing 70mph on
the highway.
*hugs*
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Date: 2006-04-11 12:56 pm (UTC)(no subject)
Date: 2006-04-11 01:00 pm (UTC)I think I would have to say that my biggest fear is not being there. Not being able to fix something that needs to be fixed. Or save someone or something that needs to be saved. Growing up as I did, Always taking care of my handicapped Brother, I always feel that if I am not there when something happens, I failed in some way.
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Date: 2006-04-11 01:24 pm (UTC)But.. but... Salmon is delicious!
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Date: 2006-04-11 01:44 pm (UTC)I hate silence...
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Date: 2006-04-11 01:45 pm (UTC)The worst kind of fear...
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