I write more of a who I am kind of journal, my thoughts, feelings, observations, etc. I am not a this is my day, this is when I woke up, this is when I did laundry, blah, blah, blah kind of journaler. My actual day to day life, probably only gets written about at most 25%, probably more like 15% of the time.
sometimes it feels like i spend too much time here. let too many people in. say too much about things that are hard to put into words to start with. my friendships are real. i care for those on my list. i spend time making sure they are ok and trying to make them smile.
but i wonder am i really just doing it for myself. i comment and i wonder if that matters. im not thinking about you or a few others. there are some that arent so close, though, and i wonder if the time i invest actually adds up to anything worthwhile for them.
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Date: 2007-08-15 11:07 am (UTC)If i wrote any more about what goes on in my life/brain, i'd probably lose friends who think i'm too surreal or insane for their tastes. o_0
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Date: 2007-08-15 12:36 pm (UTC)Thoughts and feelings? Like, honest to goodness down and dirty stuff? Maybe 10%. It's just really hard to put things down so that they make sense.
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Date: 2007-08-15 01:34 pm (UTC)sometimes not enough
somedays i think of walking away and leaving it behind
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Date: 2007-08-15 01:45 pm (UTC)Leaving it behind? Noooooooooooooooooooooooo!
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