sometimes it feels like i spend too much time here. let too many people in. say too much about things that are hard to put into words to start with. my friendships are real. i care for those on my list. i spend time making sure they are ok and trying to make them smile.
but i wonder am i really just doing it for myself. i comment and i wonder if that matters. im not thinking about you or a few others. there are some that arent so close, though, and i wonder if the time i invest actually adds up to anything worthwhile for them.
I guess it depends how interesting you find the person... *shrug* If there's not much of a friendship, and they don't interest you, then there's always the opportunity of finding others who do interest you!
hey... sometimes I get wrapped up in my own drama too much to remember to tell people that they matter - but thanks to Ayoub, I had the chance to remind you!
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Date: 2007-08-15 02:05 pm (UTC)(no subject)
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Date: 2007-08-15 02:39 pm (UTC)(no subject)
Date: 2007-08-15 02:47 pm (UTC)say i comment on x journal. and x just scrolls. say it happens often. say x just overlooks. how am i to know i should stick around.
even worse, what if x only comments out of politeness in return.
lol then what.
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Date: 2007-08-15 02:56 pm (UTC)(no subject)
Date: 2007-08-15 07:45 pm (UTC)((hug))
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Date: 2007-08-15 07:48 pm (UTC)this was entirely unexpected. im moved and speechless.
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Date: 2007-08-15 08:39 pm (UTC)(((((((((((((hug))))))))))))))))
you rock woman!!
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