Well, since I only started LJ'ing last June, I don't think I've changed at all! The month before I had made some major life changes, so the entire 'me' on LJ is the new me. Now if I had starting LJ'ing a couple years ago, I think I would have gone through a couple very miserable stretches, but I don't think my journal would have been a 'miserable read', if you know what I mean. I can be depressed about stuff and still be me - crackin' jokes and always seeing the funny stuffs in life.
Ten years ago I was a snot-nosed little twerp who thought he knew it all. Five years ago I was a snot-nosed little twerp who thought he knew it all, and lacked humility. Now I am me. I rock. Five years from I will look back on myself now and say, "Man, I was a snot-nosed little twerp who thought he knew it all."
lol yes, BI POLAR!!! it's true, i never realised how much my disorder effected me. You can almost see the turning point in my journals when i started treatment. My latest journals the past 4 months or so sound so much more like me then the ones before...It feels so great to be me again. And to understand why I sounded so depressed before. :D
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Date: 2008-01-21 11:53 am (UTC)I don't have to read them. I already know.
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Date: 2008-01-21 01:55 pm (UTC)I was a child and I grew up. (Still growing...I guess we always are)
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Date: 2008-01-22 01:07 am (UTC)Five years ago I was a snot-nosed little twerp who thought he knew it all, and lacked humility.
Now I am me. I rock.
Five years from I will look back on myself now and say, "Man, I was a snot-nosed little twerp who thought he knew it all."
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