If I am unhappy with me, if I feel I am undeserving, or have not earned it or whatever other negative internal demons scream loudest then I find it hard to feel 'true happiness'. I find it hard to let it grow inside, or to let external happiness come in and nurture my own seeds of happiness. Does this make any sense? *blush*
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Date: 2006-04-18 10:25 am (UTC)(no subject)
Date: 2006-04-18 10:32 am (UTC)If I am unhappy with me, if I feel I am undeserving, or have not earned it or whatever other negative internal demons scream loudest then I find it hard to feel 'true happiness'. I find it hard to let it grow inside, or to let external happiness come in and nurture my own seeds of happiness. Does this make any sense? *blush*
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Date: 2006-04-18 10:45 am (UTC)