I believe we all change, that it is impossible not to change, or as I call it grow. I am not overly happy with the direction I have grown into, so I am working on making major changes to alter this and get back to the core of who I am.
I have changed dramatically over the last five years and am still going through quite a tumultous transformation. I will forever be tickled that i'm no longer the shy, sheltered, and unmolded girl i used to be. (Goodness, it was horrible.) And it is all thanks to changing my environment; moving from Utah to Wisconsin. :)
Well, jeez, where to start... About three inches taller, fifteen pounds heavier, oh, and I'm no longer a high-school nerd who couldn't get a date to save my life. Now I'm a stay-at-home nerd who can't get a date to save my life.
I no longer play video games on the computer until the wee hours in the morning. Instead, I post on livejournal until the wee hours of the morning.
I no longer make references to music lyrics which no one understands; you see, I like all the pretty songs I like to sing along and I like to shoot my gun, but I don't mind what it means (Nirvana - In Bloom...see, now I tell people what song it is).
I no longer wear shorts regardless of the weather; I wear pants regardless of the weather (that's short pants and trousers for you Tories...I think...you guys are still Tories aren't you?).
I did mention the date thing, didn't I? ...yeah? Okay, I'm going to go sit in a dark corner and cry...about something else... I'm just kidding... I'll bottle it up inside and wait for it to explode like the manly man I am...
oh yes indeed, none of it good, i think i have just got more and more depressed in the last 5 years, although hopefully im coming out the other side now.
I know I've changed in the past five years. For example: - I've calmed down a lot (Especially in the last 3 years) - I'm more focused - I'm more willing to listen before voicing my opinion - I've learned to stifle my opinion until it's asked for - I'm less trusting - I'm more dedicated to things/people I feel are worth my time - I'm way more pragmatic - I think more in the 'long-term' than the 'right now' just to name a few
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Date: 2007-08-08 08:43 am (UTC)(no subject)
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Date: 2007-08-08 09:17 am (UTC)(no subject)
Date: 2007-08-08 10:12 am (UTC)I no longer play video games on the computer until the wee hours in the morning. Instead, I post on livejournal until the wee hours of the morning.
I no longer make references to music lyrics which no one understands; you see, I like all the pretty songs I like to sing along and I like to shoot my gun, but I don't mind what it means (Nirvana - In Bloom...see, now I tell people what song it is).
I no longer wear shorts regardless of the weather; I wear pants regardless of the weather (that's short pants and trousers for you Tories...I think...you guys are still Tories aren't you?).
I did mention the date thing, didn't I? ...yeah? Okay, I'm going to go sit in a dark corner and cry...about something else... I'm just kidding... I'll bottle it up inside and wait for it to explode like the manly man I am...
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Date: 2007-08-08 10:12 am (UTC):P
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Date: 2007-08-08 10:40 am (UTC)(no subject)
Date: 2007-08-08 10:43 am (UTC)*hug*
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Date: 2007-08-08 10:43 am (UTC)(no subject)
Date: 2007-08-08 10:43 am (UTC)(no subject)
Date: 2007-08-08 10:44 am (UTC)Wow...
:D
Heh... I was in Wisconsin last year... :D
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Date: 2007-08-08 10:46 am (UTC)(no subject)
Date: 2007-08-08 10:47 am (UTC)Yeah, we're still Tories, even though they call themselves Labour :P
And dude! There's a lot of women out there who like geeks!
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Date: 2007-08-08 10:48 am (UTC)The thing about guys and ageing... it's all good :D
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Date: 2007-08-08 10:49 am (UTC)(no subject)
Date: 2007-08-08 10:49 am (UTC)You look great in your recent pics though :)
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Date: 2007-08-08 10:51 am (UTC):)
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Date: 2007-08-08 10:52 am (UTC)(no subject)
Date: 2007-08-08 10:52 am (UTC):P
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Date: 2007-08-08 10:53 am (UTC)(no subject)
Date: 2007-08-08 10:54 am (UTC);)
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Date: 2007-08-08 10:55 am (UTC)(no subject)
Date: 2007-08-08 11:01 am (UTC)(no subject)
Date: 2007-08-08 11:03 am (UTC)True... :D
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Date: 2007-08-08 11:50 am (UTC)- I've calmed down a lot (Especially in the last 3 years)
- I'm more focused
- I'm more willing to listen before voicing my opinion
- I've learned to stifle my opinion until it's asked for
- I'm less trusting
- I'm more dedicated to things/people I feel are worth my time
- I'm way more pragmatic
- I think more in the 'long-term' than the 'right now'
just to name a few
Basically, I've done a lot of growing up.
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Date: 2007-08-08 12:06 pm (UTC)I think that where you are now is a good place... You have a great balance :)